got uniform le...

haha....today we-group 2 is taking the uniform for nursing ..
so excited...
wat mean??
tat mean we want going to posting lo...
right???
actually i am scared now....
cause when we going posting
any mistake we oso cannot make....
beside tat...we need to face many ppl...like patient...CI...staff nurse...doctor...and so on..
if any mistake is done by me....
oh no...
i cannot imaging...
and another thing is...
i scared i will missing in the hospital...
haha...tat is serious....
i remember the 1st week in my hostel i oso missing ....
so...how can i do...
haha...just ask ppl la..
but my fren say i cannot simply ask ppl....
especially is patient or their family...cause tat time i wear uniform...
so if i ask them ithink them oso feel pelik....
haha..
they will confues y nurse want to ask me where going to the north/south tower....
haha...

I DUN KNOW....

tat day....two of u ask me this question again...
WAT FEEL OF U TO HIM????
i remember tat day i say dun known...
RIGHT???
i want to say is...
until now i oso dun known...
haha...
so at tat moment i really no bohong two of u...
but wat time i will known....
haha..
remember dun ask me this question....
cause i no answer...
so...i need your advice...
how can i do???
dun known....
two of u is beside of me....
wat your see normally i cannot see...
so wat your see two of u just tell me...
then maybe....
just maybe....
i can made the decision....
K???
but every time two of u just start the topic.....
no end the topic...
every time oso like tat...
the point always no say to me...
so...

Last week....

Have many thing is happen on the last week....
Have wat thing???
People who known just continous known...ppl who dun known but wanted to known...
can ask me directy...cause dun want say at here....
haha...
cause so many thing is happen...mood of me for last weeek is still same....sad....sad....
but on the saturday suddendly all the thing have start to solve...
the attitude of my housemate is start to change....
before tat...i feel have something is tekan my heart...i diffucult to breath....no mood to think oso..
but on the saturday night...all the thing is start to solve...then i feel relax...
tat day i very happy..and i though i will cry at the church...
BUT
no...i not cry....although i very want to cry..but nothing come out...
so....i keep thr happy mood until now...
haha....
so now many thing oso cannot effect me again...
although is u.....

So SAD

Why this time i always feel sad...
My pendrive have virus....
I sick again...
Exam is coming (this saturday)...
not yet read...
And oso dun know say to who when have problem..
I think in my hearth nobody is truth...
although i tell to erica and mannie....
but how can they do for me...
last nigth two of there ask me and say i anything oso dun tell them...
ask me..wat relationship between us???
i no answers...really no ....
they say when i have problem i dun tell them....
but when they have problem...have they tell me??????
I dun know.....i really dun know...
so???how can ido...
lastly....my secret two of they known.....
but the secret of two of them always only two of them know....
so ....this is adil to me????
i dun known....
too many problem to me now.....
How can i do????
Now i just want to away....away......

Wat Mean????

Wat mean love???
wat mean like????
Long time i think....but..
no answers....
wherther like or love he...i dun know....
so...
wat is the different between the love and like...
attitude????
or something i dun known....
have some one can answer me ????
who can????
last night i spend many time to think this problem...
but ....no answer come out....
who???
who can help me....

sick again...

i go here(shah alam)already three month...
i already sick three time...
but this is more serious than last time...
very sad...
always sick...
my mum oso ask me y always sick...
i oso dun want ah???
God....please
i dun want sick again....
hehe...

very funny thing

today i open my piano teacher's blog ...
see the post he write in the blog...
he say his student play in the class o...
His student is mean me or mannie or the children....
haha...i think is all ...
but i really have a good teacher to teach me...haha....
cause he very good and sabar to teach the student like me...
cause i really dun know anything about piano...
i remember when i 1st time join the piano class....
i dun know how to read the key on the piano...
is he teach me slowy....
CDEFGAB...
learn piano is my dream when i am children....so now i have chance to learn...
i feel happy and thankful ....

I WANT TO RELAX....

long time already no break....
I WANT TO BREAK....
I WANT TO BREAK.....
just few hour oso can.....
why????why????
very long time cannot break on saturday....
this week actually can......
I CAN BREAK....
BUT...
BUT
y the A&P tutor want us come back to class on saturday????
i want to time square this saturday....
so.....
how can i do????

给你的话.....

i dun no wat u feeling....
i dun no wat u think....
but can u cannot do like this to me!!!!!


你听到了吗？？？
因为你我失眠了几天....
想起来都觉得苯....
但没办法...事实就这样...
i cannot change anymore...
but u can...
so please do something...
tat can make me to do a decision..
can???
although i know u cannot find my blog...
but i oso taip this post .....

超开心....

今天真的是超开心的,因为终于找到可以taip华语字的电脑了.....
嘻嘻......
虽然今天看到posting的time table....看到自己要去许多的医院部门实习...
但是看到能taip华语字的电脑....什么不开心的都消失了....
这几天都不是太开心.....都在烦着同一件事情.....
当然只有自己和超好的朋友知道而已啦.....
这件事弄得我整天都睡不到觉....
烦死人了.....
主阿....如果你听到我的祷告的话.....
请帮我吧....一是赶走他....不然就让我们开个花吧....
哈哈....
总之不要让这件事在烦恼我了.....

late sleep

this two night xiaowen cannot sleep...
Why????Why????
i oso dun know...
but juct feel tired....but cann't sleep oso
feel lucky is have some fren annot sleep oso...
haha...so we just sms until very late...
tat fren is my new fren...
we known each other at church(GA611-GA Youth)
In tat church...everybody is a good person...
when i go in ....i can feel tenang
haha....i oso dun known why
then when i feel sad....is fren from church to help me solve problem.....
i remember tat day i cry more than one hour...
tat thing is hurd me so much....
but now i already solve...
than i be happy like dahulu....haha....
so i know my problem can solve...have some relationship with god...
cause when i feel sad i pray to HIM....then my fren is message me....
i known this is help from HIM....
so i more love to church now....
haha....ping ping &adelene thanks ur bring me to GA youth...

SPM Result is come out

Tomoro xiao wen will go back ipoh......
haha.....
have long time cannot back home....
because thursday SPM result is coming out...so i have chance do home to take...
now i feel very scared....
cause i know i din do well in my SPM exam...
so....how???
my fren asking me....
U already pass&the result is want come out already...
until now u scared????
i oso think so....
yesterday nite me and our classroom is chat until 12.00a.m.
we feel aneh...my room mate say this is because tat is 8 of march...
hehe...r u know wat meanning
latter i tell ur....
And has some new information....Thursday xiao wen will go gathering with my fren at ipoh...
long time no c them...very miss the moment tat we is together...
so i want to say with them....I am back
we will go to ipoh parade...
but i will ponteng i class at nursing college.....
but have tutor appore...
tomoro have exam A&P..so need jia you lo....say to myself....
ok....just like this...
now feel stress oso....haha...
bye....

after chiness new year

after my new year week.....i already come back to my college.....

and until now....already one week here at shah alam...

in this week,many activiti i do it...

and i follow my friend&senior to church-tat call GA Youths....

tat is not 1st time i go there...but every time i go there have some new pengalaman at there....

in tat week..i already know some new fren&learne some new thing....tat is piano...

at last time i already very love piano....just my mother at tat time face many problem so i cannot to learne...

but now...the God give me the chance to study piano....