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一位已经死去的槟城１７岁少女的刻骨铭心的爱情创作 - 最后一次。。
这是本地拍摄的MV。。

故事背景：

有一对感情非常好的小情侣
双方家长都非常满意对方
准备大学毕业就结婚


正当高三开学不久
学校体检
检查出那个女孩的血蛋白有异常
之后去医院检查
查出她患了一种非常罕见的隐形皮肤遗传病
这种病越严重皮肤就越嫰
就像宝宝皮肤一样
最后会因为皮肤太嫰
承受不了肌肉和血管的内压而撑裂

虽然不能医治
但那个男孩和双方家长
都要求那个女孩住院
就算不能医治也要尽量活长一点

当医生确定女孩还有不到一年的生命的时候
那个女孩好像抛开所有的恐惧似的
不再把自己关在病房里不见人
而是天天都和那个男孩和家人出去散散步看看日出日落
也就在那时她开始写日记
努力的记录已成过去的日子与所剩无几的时间

当那个女孩再写到某一次和那个男出去的时候
女孩才发觉
笔下的文字
绝大多都是她和那个男孩一起经历的事
那个男孩已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分
于是那个女孩决定留下一份礼物给那个男孩
荆莿鸟的绝唱

若干星期过去
曲作好词填好
就找朋友帮忙语录歌
已经病入膏盲的女孩
喉咙的皮肤用大力一点就会出血
但都坚持要自己唱

当U盘出来之后
那个女孩竟然要求安乐死
还说一开始就打算这么做
而且和那个男孩说要陪着她到她睡着
还说要在临睡前对那个男孩说一句话
手术关灯熄灭之后
那个男孩出来
那个女孩的妈妈把U盘给了那个男孩
那个男孩听完之后
和他妈妈说
女孩最后对他说的是：
“在也不要看日出了
不过我不怕
因为是你陪着我睡着......
我爱你”

因为那个女孩最喜欢就是看日出了
所以那个男孩决定要走遍可以到的地方
将每一个地方的日出都送给那个女孩

2008年年头
那个男孩在一次上山的照日出的时候
失足堕山
被人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪
然而相片里面
朝阳的霞红依然充满温馨


歌词：

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。

two week more..

have two week more...
i have a leave one week(school break)...
haha....
i can go home....
haha...
very happy...
yaya....
i can go home...so i can put down all the thing...
i no need to face the ppl who i dun want to face...
i can put down the thing i dun want to faced...
when i break...tat is the time i can rest...
hehe...

when the problem is happen

every time when the problem is happen...
wat can u do????
wat reaction tat u can take???
wat response u can give???
&
how many time u need to solve the problem??
so....
wat can i do
hehe....
only can solve the problem....
or just let it go.....
but so many time say is easy...
do is difficult....
RIGHT???
For me ...
i choose let it go...
i dun no y i want to do like this??
but when i cannot solve the problem...
i will choose let it go...
haha.....
tat is me la....
so how about u???

new intake

this week has new intake for nursing....
tat mean i'm not a junior again...
hehe...
in this intake my fren-hui yee is come...
she will applied hostel in our house...
so our house is has a new member....
our house is oso full ppl lo..
i could noy imaging the situation for 4 ppl in one master room...
haha..
but tat day is coming..
at this friday...
this friday is off day..
so i can sleep at hostel and wait her coming..
hehe...
but need to clean the room 1st la...

amazing

this few week...
very feel amazing...
many thing is happen..
but all this thing can solve without i
confusious...
tat mean
when the problem happen...
i even not find the way to solve...but the problem is already solve...
so amazing...
and now i already farting more than 10 days...
i choose the darniel way..
so i just cannot eat meat...
at hospital oso just vegetable...
at home oso..
but i until now oso cannot imaging i just eat vegetable only..
cause even i at shah alam...not many chance to eat meat...but i oso got eat a little bit la..
expecially at sunday...cause us go to church mah...
then we go to take lunch at the place non halal..
but this sunday...i face many meat o...but no mood to eat..
so i just want to say....
god is always with us...
he know wat we do....and HE oso will help us...
AMEN

updated blog again...

already two week no updated my blog lo....
Y???
cause i go to posting le...
every day just at 2H:hospital and hostel.....
so where got time to updated blog...
then......oso cause me not yet buy computer la...
so...
this two week i oso at the surgical wab...
my CI can say good la...
cause when us do something wrong....she not score us at the front of patient....
juat will say us and tell us wat is wrong...
but for this week...
i need come back to school....
this week actually i need go CSSD...
the is the only wab that is no patient de...
but...
school say all the junior must go back...
so wat can i do...
just go back lo....
so i lose the change to CSSD...
but never mind lol...
hehe....
last week i come back to hometown...
so many thing have been change...
haha...
so happy....
so funny...
already long time no go home..
feel warm...

second week posting at hospital

this week is the second week i posting at hospital...
then....
still in same warb....
still same CI...
but the senior is different....
hehe...
this week has jessica posting in surgical ...
she will be my senior for this week....
so i can learne more from her...
this is the thing made me exited...
then....
wat is happen for this three day....
let us say the 1st day first....
th 1st day is noon shift...actually is ntg to do....
just go round and do observation...
then our CI promise give us 9 cross...
then ask us go back study...
the 2ndday....
today our CI tell us wednesday is a school day...
so...wat mean???
we need go back school again lo...
then this day we starth to do cross...
i take observation cross...
BUT
i foget the  inci....
i fail the cross....
y like tat....nevact er mine...i wiill do the perfact thing

no tille

the 1st week of posting

last week is the 1st week xxiao wen go to posting in hospital...
hehe..
the 1st day i go very stress and anxious....
then the 1st time take report....
i even cannot write any thing...cause i dun know wat saying of the staff nurse...
the ...we got the chance to do bed making...
and sponging...
haha...
that is a good experiment....
then the 2nd day &3rd day.....still do the same thing....
cause the first 3 day is morning shift...
the rest 2 day is afternoon shift
there r nothing to do in the afternoon...
so boring...
then the CI always ask us to praticle.....
then wait time go...wait time to go back home....
and so tied oso....

this two day life

This two day...oso can say this week la..
I-xiao wen....
just sleep....and sleep...at our home(mean hostel)
Y???
i oso dun know...
cause when i reach home...
i immediaty bath...and cuci clothes...
and dry hair..
then cook and eatt dinner...
then
sleep until 10/11 pm...
then put the bed down on the floor...
continous sleep....
until next day...
haha....this is the life on this few day..
so nice...
but today has pasar malam....
so...................
cannot sleep like this...
O....too bad....

When the teacher do the procedure

Today is the last two day i study...next week i will going posting SJMC de surgical wab...
today our tutor is show the procedure...
all the student is going front to see wat the tutor is doing...
but for someone like me...cannot not see wat the tutor is doing..
just stand on the bed...and take photo..
the circle is showing our tutor...
u can see although i stand on bed or chair...i oso cannot see anything..
haha..
so...i am boring..
then wat can i do..
haha...
take photo la..
let us known the situation in our class when doing procedure....